Today has been a very up and down day for me.
Mom and I (and the boys) went out shopping this morning for things I will need in the hospital. For some reason, I can't seem to find a bath robe that isn't just a cover up. The nurses told me that I should have a very warm bath robe because the surgery area is very cold. I do have one that I wore when I was preggers. I came home and tried it on and Cole said "were you really fat when you wore that?" I told him I was pregnant when I wore it. He said "thought so, because it is very large on you...but I like the color!" Cracks me up! Cole keeps asking me if I still have my boob and when am I getting my new one. I love what kids say! They keep me smiling!
The boys are doing well and are looking forward to spending the weekend with Uncle Trevor, Aunt Julie, Brooke and Carter.
Feeling a lot of anxiety today and a little tired. I think things are starting to catch up with me. I am still positive and looking forward to getting my surgery over with but I have the same fears and nervousness that anyone would have. Kind of makes me feel sick to my stomach!
Anyway, I know a lot of you are wondering how I am doing and I appreciate your phone calls, text messages and emails. Unfortunately, I may not be able to get back to all of you. Also, please don't be offended if you call and I don't want to talk or you leave a message and I don't respond. I am just tired...not sad...just tired. :)
Be positive...be strong and please pray for me! 1 day, 14 hours and 18 minutes till surgery prep!
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